My Hide Out

Workin' lyke crazeh!

2008-10-04T23:02:00.000-07:00

Alright, so I managed to snag a new job. It's outrageously good for me right now. I feel as if my whole life isn't falling apart, which it has felt that way for quite a while, and I'm wasn't sure that I could cope with it. On a much brighter note, things are turning around. It's not some huge big corporate job, but it is a job none the less.

My apologies on not being very update-ish on this thing. I have recently been getting tons of hours. I have Monday and Tuesday off, which is a good reprieve, but I kinda wish that they would break up my days off that way it does not seem like I am working 40 hours smack dab in a row. But hey, you know what? I really don't mind. 40 hours is 40 hours a week.

I am trying to nab myself an apartment as well, which I'm not sure how well that is going to work out, but that is alright. The apartment I am looking at is a studio apartment. It's 290 bucks a month. (Mind you, I will be moving into a Capitol city, this is CHEAP!) And all of my utilities are included. Minus the laundry thing cause they have a facility on the site. So that won't be too god aweful. The only thing is, right now my credit kinda of uhm, sucks major ass. Yeah, I had a 300 limit, and well I went over it once, and well things have stock piled and I've not been able to pay it for like two months due to a sudden move and well, you know, no job for like a month. But yeah, this month's pay is going towards that. And then on Monday I am going to Missouri to get my paycheck from my former job, because no on e saw fit to send it to me. Which is fine. I need a quick trip back, so I can see some old friends. 207 of that paycheck is going to my cell phone bill, which that is over due, and my service is like suspended for a bit, until ATT gets the payment. OH yeah, my credit is gonna plummit for a bit.

And then so lets think about this, cause my credit like uhm, sucks major, I will probably have to come up with like a full months rent for a deposit, and then still have money to pay my first months rent. And get groceries, and then contact my therapist so I can get a letter saying that my kittehs are 'theraputic' to my health and mental state so I can have them in my apartment with me. (Which in all reality, it really would mess up my little world over here.) So yeah, a possibllike 600 upfront, plus application fee, groceries, kitteh stuffs, and gas for my car. All in like one month. That's going to kill me.

I guess I am going to have to drop my cellphone plan back down to the 60 bucks a month until I can get myself set, and until after my credit card is paid off. Oh yeah! I forgot to mention, that I am also going to be paying a best buy credit card monthly bill. Oh hell yeah, I'm looking foreward to my life of nothing but work for like the next 3 months. My goal is to move in by December 1. But I am going to have to go the apartment place and get the specs on what all money I am going to be needing, and see if my mom will agree to help me out until I can get the apartment and then after I get that, be set to pay her back for everything. Oh! I also have to figure out how to come up with 200 for my grandparents.

-sigh-

Well, yeah. There is the latest that is going on with my life. We'll see what my first paycheck from the new job brings, and then we'll talk more about what I am going to do. Though, I really am trying to get into an apartment fast so that me and my sister will stop fighting, and when my boyfriend visits, it's not like people are watching our every move and trying to figure out if we're going to be having sex, or anything else of that nature. -rolls eyes- Why can't they just let us alone?!

Bright side- this year is my 21st birthday, and I want my own apartment so I can have a few people over and have a little celebration! Little, nothing huge. I don't hardly drink. SRSLY.

Alrighties, I'm peacin' out now. I'm exhausted. Talk soon!

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2008-09-09T20:54:00.000-07:00

'allo buddehs!

I am up and working again on arts. Yes, on art. I have two new things! I have an ID for Deviantart. (Which isn't my favorite, but yeah, I'll spend more time on that tomorrow.) So, the ID is still a WIP. The ID is the photo of me, with the Gryffindor crest next to it, with tons of sparkles on it. Red, and like organgey yellowish in colour. Then I have a set of photos all meshed into one huge photo of the necklace (or hemplace as I like to call it) That I made for my man. ~~Uhm, looks like my laptop is being retarded so uhm, you'll have to wait for the pictures to be uploaded. Which makes me sad. Oh wells, I'll edit this when the computer is behaving.~~ It's working! Yay! Okay, picture time! And well yeah.

Now, inorder for my second picture to post properly, I need to type in some more jibber jabber and then maybe, just maybe things will go my way! Maybe. We shall see. So, yeah, I needs a job still. I can't find one to be saving my damned life. I don't know what is going on all I know is that I need a fuckin' paycheck, and I uhm, need it fast. I has bills to pay. And all of the jobs that I applied for havn't called me back, and I've called them like half a million times already, and I am pretty damned sure that they are getting tired of hearing from me. .:sigh:. I don't know what to do. Aha! The jibber jabbering did just what I needed it to do! YAY! I'm so freaking excited about that! Ohhh my goodness. So excited. Okay, there you go. My pictures. Enjoy. I'll post later I'm sures.

A few things I will never understand

2008-08-29T17:01:00.000-07:00

Here I have a small list compiled of all the things that I don't understand nor will I ever stand.

1. People from the United Kingdom. God bless 'em, but still for my life I don't understand a few of their things. It's the things they say. (I mind you, no offense, I just don't quite understand). Bugger, bloody, bloke, and yeah, well I can't think of much others but the biggest one that I don't quite understand is: Happy Christmas. Happy?! Happy?! Seriously. Why Happy?! I don't understand. I unno, it's odd. It's strange. And to think I have a mate over in the UK somewheres. We chat. It's good. But WOW I had no idear that she was 22! She blew mah mind on that one. I thought she was a good 19ish, maybe even 18ish, but a year older than I?! WOW!!!

2. Myself. <- No explination there.

Well that was an extremely short list but it seems to work for me. So, uhm, when I want to add more to it I will. Until then, cherrio mate!

Shootskees.

2008-08-28T11:50:00.000-07:00

Life is UNBELIEVEABLE! Awe, shootskees. Life is good at the moment. I applied for a job at the local vet's place, but for some unknown reason I really don't think that I am going to be getting it. It makes me sad. I wouldn't mind, but you know I may have to take a friend of mine up on the offer to try to get me on at the new HYVEE in Topeka. Hell, a job is a job, and right now I effing need one. It's pretty bad, cause my mom just helped me pay my $211 cell phone bill. I feel a little trapped. I owe my grandparents $200 dollars and then I owe my mom like half a million (not really, but it's alot).
I owe my mom a paycheck of mine from Sonic, and I have no idea how much that is going to be, but you know, I guess I will just be depositing it into my mom's account and I won't be looking back. I just never thought in my entire life that I would be this hard up for money. There are some days when I wish I could just rewind back to my first semester of college and well uhm, just got my act together and wish I would have went to school and you know, did well.
Well I am off to try to figure out how much money I owe to whom and see if I can't figure out a way to pay it all off. And well this episode of 7th Heaven isn't really helping me at all. I love this show, but I tell you this show is a little harsh especially when you can relate to it. How bad is that? Awefuls.

Kansas, oh Kansas.

2008-08-26T05:55:00.000-07:00

Sounded kinda odd hmm? Yeah, that's what I was afraid of. But hey, it's alright. I'm not too worried about it. Currently I'm at home. My home, with my mom and my sister. Yeah, cause things at the place where I was staying wasn't going so well. But I do have a place where I can go if I ever need to visit for whatever reason. Which is really freaking awesome! I so totally won't even lie about that. I have a buncha friends that I'm gonna miss, but Danielle, Dushku, and Jess are the ones that Imma miss the most. I swear, if I ever have to up and leave another job like I had to yesterday, I will be seriously pissed to no end. But anywhosits. Besides moving back home, I did something crazy as well. I dyed mah hair a different color. Oh yeah. It looks really well on me though. I will say that much.

But yeah, I misses peoples already. I didn't want to leave, because I was forming some pretty

damned good friendships up there, but you know something? I will just have to go back and effing visit. Ladies, when is good for ya'll before december? Alright, I really don't have much to say except I'm not too happy about the position I am in. I'm in Kansas, and well I needs to find a job. Fast. I has bills to pay. But yeah. I'll figure something out I'm sure. Anywhos. Gots shyyyyyyyt to do so Imma go. Peace.

Wild and crazy day.

2008-08-18T15:21:00.000-07:00

Well well well. Lets see here. I've been busy out of my mind. I've been working my arse off like crazy, and to top it off I've not been able to talk to my fiance, and it's kinda driving me crazy. I'm sorry, but I love talking to him, and there isn't much I can do about it. He was away for the weekend and his mother is nosey and he couldn't really get away to talk to me. I was sad but I managed. Still am. Though I get to talk to him tonight. So I am excited there.

Badger, don't worry about it, just take your time. I still want the drawings. I'll still pay for them (we just have to convert it to USD instead of pounds or whatever it is that you use over there). Hehe.

Well, I must get going. The library is closing in 10 and I will be bumped in 5. So, peace dudes.

Haiya!

2008-08-13T14:21:00.000-07:00

Uhm, hai. Yeah. I just wanted to say 'allo to all cause, well, uhm, yeah, I guess I kinda just wanna say hai! .:blinks:. That was just a tad confusing, don't you agree? I thought you might!

Anyway! I'm .:Ce:. and I just wanted to let you know that I am the one who runs tehElements (at deviantART) and that I also have a personal account through DeviantART which is: hobotehkitteh. Uhm, other than that, this will be a place to where you can talk, or just listen to my ramblings, whether they be about my store, or my personal life. You will be able to tell in the first sentance if it's going to be about my personal life. I'll make it really clear. Just so you are awares.

Uhm, I can't really think of anything else to really put in here just yet, but bare with me while I take some time to get this up and running.